holding on

I seem to be struggling just to hold on to life right now. I recently resigned at the church I was working at part-time as youth director due to some difference in theology and how I felt the program should run. I have come to find that loosing that was harder on me than I expected but at the same time I refuse to change who I am and what I believe just to conform to the desires of others. Now I am faced with another possible change that is pretty major in my life as well as my families life. I just want life to slow down and give me a break from all that has been going on in the last year or so.